4 December 2006, 1:27 AM
So yesterday I was having fun celebrating my 23rd birthday, something I'd been looking forward to for some time now. Anthony, a friend of mine who I'd had since graduating highschool (2002) had a hand in plainning pretty much all of the surprise party that was thrown for me. We're from the same town, the same recruiting office and only one company apart from our graduation in bootcamp. I didn't see him for almost two years after that, not until I switched to aviation mechanic. Low and behold for some weird cosmic reason he had gone through practically the same experience. We went through tech school together, hung out on leave in between those schools and (as I presumed) would then part ways.
I was standing in line at the local telephone division waiting rather impatiently for my turn at the tellers desk, so that hopefully I could get a phone put in my room when I checked into my real room. I got through the next hour of waiting and nearly passed out on the comfy couch they had in the recieving area when they told me to wait again. I decided to go outside for some air. I walked out the door and plowed into some guy with a laptop in his hands. Needless to say he dropped it and was instantly pissed.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU ID..."
Yeah, he got one look at me and I got one look at him, and suddenly there was no broken laptop on the ground. We were together again, ready to conquer the world! Well, we've grown especially close over the last few months, mostly due to the fact that our five year enlistments were coming to a close at the same time.
I got a knock at my door this morning and low and behold it was Anthony. He looked kinda antsy and pent up, something I'd come to interpret as his wanting to come out with some huge secret to me. I let him inside, but instead of stepping foot inside he drew me in for a kiss, something that took me for suprise. It felt weird, almost wrong at first, but then it started to feel good, almost mind numingly so. It seemed like an eternity before we parted lips again, but when we did I was speachless. He backed off and then just ran away, a huge smile on his lips.
I guess I'm posting this to see if I can get some kind of advice. I like him alot, I really do, and I think I might love him also. What do I do next? I've dated a handful of guys that have ended up being total dirtbags and people who i've never wanted to talk to ever again. I don't want this time to turn out like that. I feel lost...
I didn't think this was suppose to go in the serious discussion group based on how many political threads were already there, and I didn't feel this was too serious, even though I'm asking for some honest oppinions.
WHAT THE HELL DO I DO ABOUT THIS ONE!?
I was standing in line at the local telephone division waiting rather impatiently for my turn at the tellers desk, so that hopefully I could get a phone put in my room when I checked into my real room. I got through the next hour of waiting and nearly passed out on the comfy couch they had in the recieving area when they told me to wait again. I decided to go outside for some air. I walked out the door and plowed into some guy with a laptop in his hands. Needless to say he dropped it and was instantly pissed.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU ID..."
Yeah, he got one look at me and I got one look at him, and suddenly there was no broken laptop on the ground. We were together again, ready to conquer the world! Well, we've grown especially close over the last few months, mostly due to the fact that our five year enlistments were coming to a close at the same time.
I got a knock at my door this morning and low and behold it was Anthony. He looked kinda antsy and pent up, something I'd come to interpret as his wanting to come out with some huge secret to me. I let him inside, but instead of stepping foot inside he drew me in for a kiss, something that took me for suprise. It felt weird, almost wrong at first, but then it started to feel good, almost mind numingly so. It seemed like an eternity before we parted lips again, but when we did I was speachless. He backed off and then just ran away, a huge smile on his lips.
I guess I'm posting this to see if I can get some kind of advice. I like him alot, I really do, and I think I might love him also. What do I do next? I've dated a handful of guys that have ended up being total dirtbags and people who i've never wanted to talk to ever again. I don't want this time to turn out like that. I feel lost...
I didn't think this was suppose to go in the serious discussion group based on how many political threads were already there, and I didn't feel this was too serious, even though I'm asking for some honest oppinions.
WHAT THE HELL DO I DO ABOUT THIS ONE!?